Today when I left home for my office
there was a hint of rain though the weather have been playing smart with the
people who wants nothing but some water drops to fall from the Haven and relief
their soul for one week or so,,,, everyday while looking at the sky we hope
that today God may shower his kindness on us but every time the Hope-balloon
got deflated. So today I didn’t even try to wear rain-coat or carry an
umbrella, and as if Indra-Dev (The God of Rain) was waiting a chance to
irritate me. Half way down It started holding my nerves I was getting wet, soon
I found a shelter under a ceiling of a shop there were few others as well. Though,
I was too conscious to care about them. I was rather busy trying to dry myself
up with the help of handkerchief after finishing the job. I looked around and a
feeble and neurotic looking woman grabbed my attention it added fuel to fire
and my irritation increased. I was feeling uncomfortable being beside her and
she was also smelling awkwardly but it just lasted for a moment because
meanwhile I was reminded of an incident by some unknown force which helped me
forget all the uneasiness.,,,,,,,, A kind of utopia I began to experience
reliving the day that was also raining :-
It
was my school days and I was an innocent student. My school was 3 or 4 km away
from my place and I used to travel by publicly shared auto and the one side
fare used to be 2 rupees those days and my mom used to give me 5 rupees, means
A Rupees a day used to be my pocket money éclair used to be the favorite thing to
spend on (haha… One day while I was waiting for the auto while going back home
after finishing up with school for that particular day, It started raining
heavily it was December and the cold was on its loftiest point, rain made it
more worst I was shivering so I rushed into a tea shop near the auto-stand for
the shelter many other did the same, it took only few blink of eyes and the
shop was fully packed. Shopkeeper thanked God as it got him some business. Soon
I spotted a neurotic woman who was trying to get in but the shop-owner didn’t
like her audacity, how could she dare claim any kindness from practical
people?, she was no different to the “Street-Dogs”, she was born to be kicked away
by everyone and every now and then.
But I was a foolish child, I felt bad for her I wanted take stand for her but a feeble child I was! She was shameless or optimistic I couldn’t find out but she was checking every individual someone may help her except me as she was intelligent enough to understand a kid can’t help her, she just wanted a cup of tea so that she can get some sip and a much required heat but why should any of the normal people care?…let her die it’s her fate. Wasn’t it?
But I was a foolish child, I felt bad for her I wanted take stand for her but a feeble child I was! She was shameless or optimistic I couldn’t find out but she was checking every individual someone may help her except me as she was intelligent enough to understand a kid can’t help her, she just wanted a cup of tea so that she can get some sip and a much required heat but why should any of the normal people care?…let her die it’s her fate. Wasn’t it?
I
was watching all the action suddenly I headed to the counter and asked “how
much for a cup of tea”? 2 rupees was the answer and I had three my face cheered
up I gave 2 rupee coin to shopkeeper and asked him to serve tea to her everyone
who could hear my rubbish talk was astonished, shopkeeper gave me smirk and
said “I can’t pour in my cup for her you fool”. I was about to broke into tears
how can anyone behave that cruel, but helping her had become the question of
life and death for me that time. God injected a kind of intelligence in me that
very moment I asked for a disposal cup which also was not available at his shop
but in nearby shop it was. I went there and back with the cup finally I could
got tea in her hand. And to my surprise, this act of mine caused the heat-melt
of the shopkeeper as his innersole made him give her a packet of biscuit, her
eyes lighten up and it was a relief for me. It was still raining and I have to
go home but without fare. I walked on my feet it took me half an hour and I
reached home all wet even my school bag and stuff inside were fully drenched.
My mom burst out of anger to see me like that but after being listened the
whole incident. She loved me like never before that day she told me “God reside
inside of all human beings and a true human is one who let him come out at
times.” I could not understand that much of philosophy that time but I was
happy as I was also gifted a watch by my father…….
Meanwhile
the rain stopped I was already late so I rushed to catch the bus but the God
inside me come out again and made me buy a packet of bread and milk for her. I
handed it to her. Her face lighten up today same as hers had lightened up that
day…..
this time it didn’t hurt me that much as today I earn enough but the
feelings I earned both the time are precious…..it is raining today and the day
was also raining……
Kindly
let me know if God inside you felt like coming out after reading it,,,every
comment /feedback is appreciable…..
I never knew you are a writer!
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ReplyDeletenice writing sir n even wel executed.....
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