Showing posts with label relation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label relation. Show all posts

Friday, 21 September 2012

Can't Love You













  I don't wanna love you,,
  as loving u makes me loosing self,,,
  me gets tense see to you being loved by else,,,
  how i hate you coz i love more then my soul..
  The world calls me intellect though,,
  your presence makes me a jerk..


   feeling are deeper,,
   expressions are less...
   fun is pleasure,,,position is important
  And the Love is only pains....So
  world rejects feelings, metals get respect,,


   life in a initial face and obligations in a Que,,
   stupid the reasons are and you may call me a stone-heart
   but,,,,
   i m too helpless to afford to love u...


Sunday, 16 September 2012

The Day Was Also Raining


Today when I left home for my office there was a hint of rain though the weather have been playing   smart with the people who wants nothing but some water drops to fall from the Haven and relief their   soul for one week or so,,,, everyday while looking at the sky we hope that today God may shower his   kindness on us but every time the Hope-balloon got deflated. So today I didn’t even try to wear  rain-coat or carry an umbrella, and as if Indra-Dev (The God of Rain) was waiting a chance to irritate  me. Half way down It started holding my nerves I was getting wet, soon I found a shelter under a  ceiling of a shop there were few others as well. Though, I was too conscious to care about them. I was  rather busy trying to dry myself up with the help of handkerchief after finishing the job. I looked around  and a feeble and neurotic looking woman grabbed my attention it added fuel to fire and my  irritation increased. I was feeling uncomfortable being beside her and she was also smelling awkwardly  but it just lasted for a moment because meanwhile I was reminded of an incident by some unknown  force which helped me forget all the uneasiness.,,,,,,,, A kind of utopia I began to experience reliving the  day that was also raining :-
It was my school days and I was an innocent student. My school was 3 or 4 km away from my place and I used to travel by publicly shared auto and the one side fare used to be 2 rupees those days and my mom used to give me 5 rupees, means A Rupees a day used to be my pocket money éclair used to be the favorite thing to spend on (haha… One day while I was waiting for the auto while going back home after finishing up with school for that particular day, It started raining heavily it was December and the cold was on its loftiest point, rain made it more worst I was shivering so I rushed into a tea shop near the auto-stand for the shelter many other did the same, it took only few blink of eyes and the shop was fully packed. Shopkeeper thanked God as it got him some business. Soon I spotted a neurotic woman who was trying to get in but the shop-owner didn’t like her audacity, how could she dare claim any kindness from practical people?, she was no different to the “Street-Dogs”, she was born to be kicked away by everyone and every now and then.